this, too, will pass

wings of wisdom

fire, ready, aim...

aagh...the frustration of picking up the pieces from my impulsive 

actions has worn me to the core.

i have since learned that nothing needs to be decided upon RIGHT NOW.

there is nothing wrong with hesitation.

pain seemed to torment me daily and i used to hatch daily escape plans...admittedly it would be in the drink of some sort or another.

now, i sit, as uncomfortable as that may be at times

and wait

and wait

and pray

and possibly pray some more

one day at a time 

knowing that 

this, too, will pass

feelings are not my enemy

i am not alone

i am much stronger than i had realized

my story is not unique

i'm not special

(((((smile~sigh)))))

my faith will see me thru, this i am certain

'faith isn't faith until it's all you're holding on to'